"What happiness is to be with people who are all happy, to press hands, press cheeks, smile into eyes" - Katherine Mansfield
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| Hold My Hand |
Sometimes
I want to blame myself for being a sensitive person. Yes, I am. Like today when
I accidentally watched a program that contains of a family who lived separately
due to the Economic crisis. When a father missed his kids badly but they
couldn’t even meet because their kids had to work hard. Yeah, if you know me you’ll
know that I probably was in tears. And yes. Don’t ever talk about parent that
is my weakness like there is something in my deepest heart that I couldn’t confess.
I
remembered that day when I had to interview someone, I got called by my
brother. He was about to speak but I interrupted him.
“Sorry
Bro, Im busy. Call me later.”
A
minute later, he sent me a shocking message. “Just do whatever you want. Mom is
hospitalizing now.”
I was
shocked, and suddenly I cried. Why was I being so rude? I couldn’t think
anything but my mom’s condition. I begged my Dad that he would let me go home
because I was worried about my mom. But he refused me. I think enough for me to
tell this story.
I
don’t know why I love to see people hold their parents’ hands. I think that was
the most beautiful things. When we, as kids, were child our parents wouldn’t
even to unreleased our hands even for a minute. Now when we grew bigger, we
have done the same. I remembered when SM said to his mom, “Mom now you can lean
on me.” That was my biggest wish.
However,
our parents didn’t need money back nor stuff and those kinds but our existence.
Just call them and say that you love them so much that would be fine I think. I
wish I could hold my parents’ hands until forever. It is a simple thing but not
all people can do it. Believe me. Holding their hands is a proven how much we
love them. And sometimes we are too busy with some works and missed to mention
our parents’ in our praying. I hope this was just my opinion. Remember, time
never got you back, when it passed and it did. Time is a one-way direction, you
can’t get it back nor complain nor used the best machine to let you explore
your regretting time in the past. Yes, when it passed it means let it pass. No
other choice.
