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REVIEW OF SMTM5 EPS 4

Review 23.23

Hello, it’s me again. Ok, I will straight up the case now. I am going to review eps 4 of SMTM5. It was called “Heaven and Hell” round since it was 1 vs 1 battle, one rapper had to win against another. They were chosen or they might to choose, depends on the SMTM5 crews. The first battle was Reddy vs Mojae, or I can say the high rank (Reddy) vs the low rank (Mojae). If you watch the cyper mission (eps 3), Reddy messed up his lyrics. He tried to fix it but failed. I was dissappointed but he was still good anyway. When they performed, both did well and no one messed up their lyrics. However, Reddy was better, so he passed. The next battle was still between low rank vs high rank. But to be honest, I was so shocked since they were in different level. Yups, Flowsick vs Seung Yeon (Idol from Unique group). Arhhhh I never expected it before but both did very well, either Seungyeon and Flowsick. Their beat and rhyme were good, I enjoyed their performance. Anyway Flowsick passed, but Seungyeon did very very good too. I hope someday he will get a time to shine with Unique ;)

The next was Myundo vs Taewon (Zico’s brother). Hm.... Myundo was good but he was a little arrogant and overhyped (in this case). I really hope Taewon won over him. Yep, he rapped really good and confidently, plus Myundo messed up his lyrics. Sorry to say this but the producers were too biased toward Myundo. He messed up, Taewon slayed this performance, why the hell there was another battle. Why did not they pass Taewon instead of making stupid round again? I was so so dissapointed in the all the producres. Poor Taewon. But then, Taewon started to screw up. I did not what happened with him in the revival stage, his weird gestured appeared again. He walked through the side of the stage, not in front of the stage. I really had no idea what happened to Taweon. He did good before but was like dying in the revival. Ok, I was mad while wathing it. So whatever.... And yeah Myundo passed. Thanks to all those biased producers. Yall sucked. The next was Superbee and Lilla Marz. I thought Lilla Marz had that kind of revenge to Superbee, or I called it like jealousy? Hm.... Molla. Lilla wanted to smack Superbee so bad yet he was too good eventhough he messed up a bit. Superbee passed.

The next was Sanchez and Evo. He wore a white hairband, I cried. He gave positive vibe that is why I like him so bad. Both did good, they were like collaboration than a battle. Seriously, they were good but Sanchez did better. So, congrats for him. The next was Sang Soo vs Killahgramz. Hm.... Sang Soo was nervous since Killah started to rap (before the stage), and he has that unique flow rap style that made me addicting to his rap. They chose beat from Kush and the beat was hard, I think. I did not have any idea why Sang Soo chose it. Unfortunately, he messed up his lyrics. In the other hands, Killah showed a powerful rap. So yeah, Killah passed. This beat was sooo Killahramz.

The next was One vs Lee Gyunhwan. One messed up again. Sigh, I was so so disappointed. He went so far by luck, I think. Their performance were worse than the previous. The verse was mixed up, One forgot his lyrics and tried to fix it by doing rap again as soon as his part stopped while it should be Lee Gyunhwan part insetad. Sigh again. Good think, Lee Gyunhwan is amateur rapper that he was eliminated. One, please show me more. The next was Seo Culgoo vs J’kyun. Both messed up heir lyrics. So, I was okay with everyone who would pass. Seo Culgoo passed but he seemed so desperate. Maybe it was due to the their relationship which was closer than everyone expected? Ok, the next was Gun vs Seunghwan. Gun was just screaming and yelling, I did not like it all while Seunghwan messes up with lyrics. I did not expect anything from them. The next was Junoflow vs Hash Swan. Wahhhhh I really like this stage, both did really really really good. To be honest, I prefer Juno to Hash Swan but the producers said otherwise ;( Juno was eliminated I was sad. That stage was my fav so far. And the next was G2 and Snacky Chan. The producers praised G2, but I did not like the way he raps to be honest. I did not know why ;( Snacky chan was fucked up, hence G2 passed. This eps ended like this, there were still some contestants who had not performed. Mnet did dirty mediaplay as if Cjamm and Bewhy would face each other which was impossible since the both are the strong candidate for the winner. Anyway, I have watched Eps 5 but I am too lazy to keep review. So, I will review next time. So far, my faves are Bewhy, Cjamm, Flowsick, and Killahgramz.

Here is links to performances I like:
Junoflow vs Hash Swan
Flowsick vs Seungyeon

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REVIEW SMTM5 EPS 1, 2, 3

Review 00.22

Hello Guys, how are you? Finally I am back to post ;) Hehe, anyway I am about to review SMTM5. It’s kinda late tho I am sorry since I was hella busy for the past weeks. Before I start to tell how the audition was going, let me show you the producer teams at first. Here we go:

As usual, there are four producers lines up:

The first producers : Illionaire label. You can say the winning producer in SMTM3. They are Dok2 and The Quett. The second producers : YG ent label, they are Zion. T and Kush. Hm... I was a little surprised with Zion. T appearance as he aint rapper but a R n B singer. I was like “Lmao what is he doing here?” Never mind. And Kush, he produced many great albums and artists such as Taeyang and 2ne1. The third producers ; AOMG. Oh My God, they are Gray x Simon D as representative. I am so happy. I am their fan. New fan I mean. The fourth producers are Gill and Mad Clown. Mad Clown? I do not really know about Mad Clown except his habit that was forgetting lyrics while rapping. Gill was ex-same Leesang group member alongside Gary (Running Man’s fan must have known him).

The contestants were around 9000 thousands people, wow. It took two days to judge. Oh poor the producers. Anyway, many contestants from SMTM4 came again in this season like Bewhy, Taewoon, One (Jaewon), that Snoop Dog’s guy (who is his name? Seo Chulgoo I think), SuperBee, and others. Last season, the producers automatically eliminated the contestants who forgot their lyrics. However this season, the producers more into looking at the potential contestants. If you watch, many of them messed up with their lyrics but still passed especially those who were being judged by Mad Clown.

Crazily, some contestant were so rude like bringing up a gun and point out at the producer’s chest. Fake or not, it was so cheap trick. My favorite so far (based on eps 1) was Bewhy. His line “real recognize real” is a legend tbh. If you watch the last season, BeWhy lost to Mikrodot in 1 vs 1 battle. He came again with more strong rapping and I like it. Gun, Mino’s cousin was coming too. Mino came to support him, and of course Mnet would media play it smh. To be honest, I did not like Gun’s rap because he was yelling and screaming but he passed. Sanchez, Mikrodot’s brother, came to join too. He is a vocalist in his group called Phantom but originally, he is a rapper. You know what I like about him is his positive vibe and energy. He was like that dorky type and happy virus. Really, he is so positive person. It went well so far, less dramatic than last season lol. So, I calmly spazzed and not dramatic again. I did not memorize all the passed contestants, only some of them since I ever knew them before. They were Taewon (Zico’s brother), One, beWhy, G2, Myundo, Reddy, Seungyeon, Cjamm, Sanchez, Giant Pink, and many many more. Yall should watch ;)

Round 2 gathered the passed contestants. The rules were here: There were four stages, each stages represented the producers. The contestants would pass if they get at least one “pass” from the producers. Started with Woo Taewon, he did good in this round and get all passes. I was not into his rap, like out of breath. Well, at least he was better that last season. Everyone who passed were actually good. One (rapper name) once again did not do good, like what did you do in YG ent? I really want to watch a better One. Luckily, he passed. Myundo, the first contestant ever to get encore in this round. Every producers shouted “Encore! Encore” Well, not complain tho his rap was unique and the beat would make us dancing along him. Cjamm, as expected, all passes. Gun, I want to watch him but Mnet did not show his performance. Sanchez, hahahahaha he was like hosting in an event. The way he spoke was greasy. He is really social butterfly. He got all the passes too, congrats J I did not expect it tbh. And Bewhy, the monster rookie rappers, he easily get the all passes. As expected ;)

Eps 3 showed the LA Audition. I am sorry I can not say much because I did not watch it fully, just some clips. Firstly, there was Timballand, a popular producer and rapper in America. Oh yeah, Flowsick was beast. His rap were so A++++++++ I like him. Fyi, Flowsick is well-know rapper from global hip hop group called Aziatix. Then Killahgramz’s rap (Is it right spell?) was unique too. And he was so cute, hahah cutey fatty rapper ever joined SMTM (after Loco of course). Junoflow’s rap was good tho and he is good looking. There were two females contestants who passed, they were Miss LA and Temo (?I forgot, let me check it again). Do you know what made surprised was that Superbee joined again. What did he do in America? He joined the LA audition, why not in Korea? That rich boy. Nine contestants passed. Unfortunately, there were only 5 tickets to Korea. Flowsick, Junoflow, Killahgramz, Superbee got chosen by the producers. One ticket lefts, time to do cypher mission. There was tie between Miss LA and Temo, then there was cypher mission again with beatbox by Timbaland. Temo passed yet she dissappeared, so Miss LA went to Korea instead. To be honest, out of those five rappers, I really love Killahgramz’s rap. His rap was so unique, and the beat he chose was totally my type. Go go Killahgramz. After that, the passed contestants got into the room. They were ranked by the previous round (based on who many passes they got). Hahaha such a discrimination. Anyway, after they were ranked, they should do a cypher mission from the low grades, middle, until top. Some made mistakes, like Reddy, One, Taewon, as usual. This round would be 1 vs 1 battle. The one had to choose, and the others would get chosen. I will review again for Eps 4. Please wait ;)

Here is a link of some contestants who I like:

Killahgramz -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqw9XuKR678

Flowsick -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpPXe_LZ2ko

Bewhy -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mY0gZCxibJQ

Have fun ;)

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DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER

Corat-Coret 20.38

Probably some of you have heard about this phrase. Yes, it is so common. Now I am learning about new things. Morelike looking at the others side of some stuffs like if you guess “A” is bad, it’s not really like that. Just look at the others side, I am sure what you look at glance do not really a matter. For your information, I like watching korean hip hop competition as called Show Me the Money or Manchester United match. Lol. Since Ferguson (United’s ex manager) was retired, I was bored with United. Really, I did not have any interest to them anymore. I dropped them and found new thing, it was called kpop. Kpop is so different and addicting. I just enjoyed the songs in the first place. I was kinda fan of Big Bang and Winner. They composed their own songs and so well-listened eventhough both have different genre and soul. Big Bang is more hip hop while Winner is R n B.

Maybe you would think “Eww you like kpop. So ewww”. It was my first thought, so I would not surprise if you think the same. The more I fell into them, I found so many things. I made amazing new friends. We talked so much, shared, even met. Now I think I am not so much into kpop anymore, but morelike enjoying with new friends. I just listened their songs, that was all. If you think kpop fans are pathetic, hm I can not disagree. It depends on what groups you stanned. I am so happy with group I like now since their fans are so mature and smart. If you think kpop fans are only about voting and streaming. Nah, you are in fault. My friends here all are so kind and smart. We often talk non kpop-related, from politics, education, until business. Why I called them smart? Most of them won many awards and got scholarships. Wow, maybe I am the only one that feels so dumb and clueless. Lol.

Days ago, I met with Ghe. We are in the same fandom. She just graduated from Institute Teknologi Bandung (one of the best university in Indonesia). She is pretty, talktive, nice, and smart. I am envy of her kind, I mean really she is super nice. We felt awkward at first, but then we got along. Thanks I found her. She inspired to learn designing. Her designs are ++++. We talked many stuffs, from music to thesis. From such this experience, I learnt new things that what we are looking at, sometimes it doesn’t really explain all. I mean, when you hear about kpop, not like all about oppars. Try to look at another side, new friend, new knowledge, improve English, and many many more. Do not bash nor judge quickly, learn to respect. Now I am enjoying with new friends, not oppars. I am just trying to be nice and treasure what I have now ;)

Ghe, Ida, and Me

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THE BEST PART OF MY LIFE PT. 1 AKA UMRAH

agama 23.23

Assalamualaikum w.wb.

Hi hi semuanya, lama ya aku tidak update. By the way, aku akan menceritakan pengalamanku umrah selama 12 hari bersama ayah dan ibu. Semoga bermanfaatJ

Dari dulu, aku ingin sekali berangkat umrah sekeluarga tapi memang belum ada panggilan. Jadi ya tetap berdoa sambil berikhtiar saja. Tahun lalu, keluargaku hampir kena tipu gara2 lomba TTS. Lomba TTS itu dimuat di salah satu majalah terkemuka Indonesia. Ibuku yakin sekali akan menang dan ternyata beberapa minggu kemudian, ibuku dapat surat bahwa kami menang dan hadiahnya adalah 300 juta rupiah. Wowowow. Ketika pikiran kami sama, yaitu berangkat umrah. Kami sudah merencanakan semuanya. Sayangnya baru kami tahu bahwa itu hanyalah tipuan. Sedih, sangat sedih.

Masih di tahun kemarin, Allah mengobati kekecewaan kami dengan benar-benar memberi rezeki yang nyata. Dan Alhamdulillah akhirnya aku, ayah, dan ibu jadi berangkat umrah.

Awal keberangkatan kami yaitu tanggal 28 februari pagi jam 6. Dan itu adalah pengalaman pertamaku naik pesawat. You know what? Saking takutnya, dari Juanda ke Kuala Lumpur International Airport aku tidak berhenti beristighfar dan bertasbih. Aku punya semacam achrophobia (takut akan ketinggian), jadi benar-benar nggak berani naik sesuatu yang melambung tinggi. Transit di Malaysia, bandaranya lumayan bagus. Wifinya juga lancar. Setelah empat jam transit, rombongan kami akhirnya berangkat menuju King Abdul Azis, Jeddah menggunakan pesawat Air Asia. Dan karena aku masih takut, dari awal perjalanan sampe KAA aku tetap beristighfar dan bertasbih. Alhamdulillah sampai di sana pukul 9 malam. Setelah itu kami melanjutkan perjalanan ke Madinah, kurang lebih lima jam. Ketika sampai di Madinah, dan melihat Masjid Nabawi aku menangis karena saking senangnya bisa menginjakkan kaki di sini dan akan berziarah ke makam Rasulullah SAW, Abu bakar, dan Umar. Sampai di hotel sekitar jam 3 pagi. Kami pun bersiap-siap pergi ke Masjid Nabawi jam 4 pagi. Cerita lucunya, di Masjid Nabawi itu ada dua kali adzan shubuh. Adzan pertama jam 4.30 pagi. Ketika mendengar adzan, aku kebingungan karena kata ustadz Ulil (pendamping rombongan) adzan Shubuh jam 5.30 pagi. Aku dan ibu kebingungan. Akhirnya aku bertanya kepada orang, apakah adzan itu adzan shubuh, dan mereka menjawab iya. Aku menunggu, kok lama banget nggak mulai shalat. Jam 5.30 terdengar adzan lagi. Ahhhh aku baru tahu kalau adzan shubuh di sini dua kali. Such a pabo.

Alhamdulillah, hotelku (Mubarak Silver) sangat dekat dengan Masjid Nabawi dan menuju ke gerbang 25, gerbang bagi para perempuan untuk salat. Setelah shalat dan makan, kami diajak berkeliling sekitar Masjid Nabawi. Malamnya para perempuan diajak ke Raudah (makam Rasulullah SAW, Umar, dan Abu Bakar). Setauku ada waktu-waktu tertentu bagi para lelaki dan perempuan untuk mengunjungi Raudah, ba’da isya untuk perempuan, sisanya untuk laki-laki (pleace give correction if I get it wrong). Aku kaget ternyata Raudah sangat sangat padat, iyasih kan makam Rasul dan sahabat. Targetku waktu itu salat di karpet hijau dan melindungi ibuku dari desakan orang-orang. Alhamdulillah, aku menarik ibuku ke depan dan melindunginya ketika saat sunah mutlak. Lalu ibuku keluar, tinggal aku dan dua orang rombongan. Alhamdulillah aku bisa salat di depan makam Rasul.

Hari kedua dan selanjutnya, kami habiskan di Masjid Nabawi untuk beribadah. Selain itu, kami diajak jalan-jalan ke kebun kurma, tempat percetakan Quran, Masjib Quba, dan lain-lain. Masjid Nabawi sangat sangat sangat indah, di halamannya terdapat pilar-pilar berbentuk payung yang bisa menutup dan membuka. Jadi jangan takut kepanasan kalau salat di pelataran masjid. Di sana ada banyak pintu, jadi hati-hati, perhatikan medan, dan ingat-ingat pintu mana yang biasanya kamu lewati. Di pelataran masjid, ada tempat bagi para lelaki untuk menunggu perempuan, istri, saudara, atau putrinya. Sayangnya ayah tak pernah ada di sana karena beliau menyerahkan ibu kepadaku, jadi ayah bisa beribadah secara leluasa. But sometimes, I wonder who will wait for me in that area with smile ;). Oh ya, di dalam masjid ada banyak tempat minum air zam-zam. Jadi, siap-siap bawa botol ya, mumpung di sana. Minum sebanyak-banyaknya. Kalau yang di pelataran masjid, itu bukan air zam-zam, hanya air minum biasa. Pokoknya di Madinah, kegiatannya ya ke Masjid Nabawi, jalan-jalan, dan belanja. Setelah shubuh, depan pintu 25 sudah penuh dengan penjual apa saja, dari makanan sampai pakaian. Aku sih menyarankan untuk beli oleh-oleh di Madinah saja karena harganya terjangkau dan pilihan yang bervariasi, plus menurutku penjualnya lebih friendly dan masih muda. Jangan khwatir dengan bahasa, para penjual di sini jago-jago berbahasa Indonesia, bahkan Bahasa Jawa. Waktu itu, ayah dan ibu mampir di sebuah toko pakaian karena ibu ingin beli gamis. Penjualnya masih muda, kira-kira dua tahun di bawahku dan mirip aktor favoritku, Logan Lerman (ia seperti perpaduan antara arab dan eropa, I think). Dia lucu banget sampai-sampai aku ketawa terus. Hahahaha, aku bahkan merekamnya. Dan setiap aku dan ibu melewati tokonya (tokonya dekat dengan hotelku), dia pasti menyapa kami dan kadang-kadang malah menggertak kami. Hahahahaha, pokoknya dia lucu banget dan friendly.

Setelah empat hari di Madinah, kami akhirnya mengunjungi Mekkah dengan memakai Ihram dan ambil miqat di Masjid Bihr Ali. Butuh waktu lima jam ke Mekkah. Oh ya ketika berpamitan dengan Masjid Nabawi, rasanya sangat sedih karena harus berpisah dengan Rasul dan sahabat. Semoga aku dan keluarga akan bisa ke sana lagi. Amin....... rombongan kami sampai di Mekkah sekitar pukul 8 malam ketika isya’. Di Mekkah, aku benar-benar terkesan karena ketika memasuki waktu salat, orang-orang langsung salat di manapun mereka berada. Ketika itu rombongan kami harus menunggu karena jalan ditutup oleh orang-orang yang sedang melaksanakan Salat Isya’. Setelah itu kami makan malam dan mempersiapkan diri untuk umrah pertama (thawaf, sa’i, tahalul). Jumlah orang di sini berkali-kali lipat lebih banyak dari pada di Madinah, pokoknya seperti lautan manusia. Saat pertama kali menginjakkan kaki di Masjidil Haram, rasanya aku gemetaran. Apalagi saat melihat ka’bah secara langsung di depan mata, rasanya percaya tidak percaya bahwa bangunan di depanku itu adalah arah kiblat umat muslim untuk salat. Ada rasa sangat sangat senang dan bergetar karena keindahannya. Ka’bah sangat sangat indah dan megah, rasanya mata ini tak bisa melihat ke tempat lain selain ke ka’bah. Orang-orang satu per satu menangis, aku pun tak sanggup untuk menahan air mata saking senangnya. Aku berdoa semoga aku dan keluargaku bisa kembali ke sini lagi. Aminnnnn.... Alhamdulillah semuanya lancar dan bersemangat walaupun badan agak lelah setelah perjalanan jauh. Selesai umrah jam 2 pagi. Kamipun hanya tidur dua jam, karena jam 4 harus berangkat ke Masjid lagi.

Berdasarkan pengalaman pribadiku, tantangan di Mekkah lebih-lebih berat daripada di Madinah. Di Mekkah, satu jam sebelum adzan biasanya sudut-sudut di Masjidil Haram ditutup. Kalau sudah ditutup, kalian harus mencari jalan lain yang pasti lebih jauh atau mau tak mau salat di pelataran masjid. Aku secara pribadi tidak mau salat di pelataran masjid, karena lebih nyaman di dalam apalagi di dekat ka’bah. Suhu di Mekkah juga lebih lebih panas dari Madinah. Untuk salat Shubuh, aku biasanya berangkat jam 2 atau jam 3. Jamnya sama dengan Madinah, yaitu jam 5.30 untuk shubuh. Aku berangkat lebih awal karena aku mau salat Qiyammul Lail di sana dan mencari tempat dekat ka’bah, juga terkadang melakukan thawaf sendiri. Untuk salat dhuhur dan ashar, aku berangkat satu setengah jam sebelum adzan. Setelah ashar, aku dan ibu biasanya tidak pulang sampai selesai salat isya’ karena jarak hotel lumayan jauh, sekaligus itikaf di sini.

Aku sangat sangat bersyukur karena aku dan ayah bisa memegang berbagai sudut ka’bah, dari Hijr Ismail, Rukun Yamani, sampai Hajar Aswad. Ini adalah tipsku untuk bisa memegang/mencium ka’bah:

1. Carilah waktu ketika orang-orang tidak banyak melakukan thawaf. Biasanya orang-orang membeludak di sekitar ka’bah ketika waktu salat wajib. Dijamin ka’bah penuh. Aku dan orang tua menuju Masjidil Haram jam 2 pagi, saat ini biasanya tak banyak orang (tergantung situasi, pelajari situasinya). Kami salat qiyammul lail, thawaf, lalu mencoba mendekat ke kabah.

2. Sabar dan jangan menyakiti orang lain. Jangan sampai keinginan kalian menyakiti orang lain.

3. Jangan mudah menyerah dan tahan banting. Didorong sampai jatuh atau kena pukul itu lumrah. Bayangkan saja orang muslim sedunia ke sini, bagaimana tidak penuh. Jadi jangan mudah menyerah ketika fisik kena pukul atau injak.

4. Jangan langsung menerobos kerumunan, ikutlah arah thawaf sambil masuk ke dalam secara pelan-pelan. Menerobos langsung akan membuat kalian terlempar karena saking banyaknya orang.

5. Cari celah sekecil mungkin dan manfaatkan. Seteah bisa mencapai tujuan, cepat berdoa, jangan lama-lama karena orang lain juga ingin berdoa di sini. Jangan egois lah intinya.

Awal aku bisa memegang ka’bah karena dibantu oleh Ustadz Ulil. Selanjutnya, aku dan ayah mempelajari situasi dan kondisi sehingga untuk hari-hari selanjutnya, kami bisa melakukannya sendiri tanpa didampingi ustadz. Aku lupa hari ke berapa, aku bisa hampir mencium semua sisi ka’bah kecuali Hajar Aswad. Hajar Aswad tak pernah sepi, selalu penuh. Jadi ya harus tahan banting dan sabar. Aku berkali-kali terlempar setelah hampir mendekatinya. Aku mencoba berkali-kali tapi tak bisa. Ya sudah, aku menyerah kala itu. Oh ya, aku berterima kasih kepada seorang laki-laki berbaju putih dan bertubuh besar karena membantu menarik ibuku dan aku sehingga kami bisa sampai di dekat Multazam (pintu ka’bah). Keesokan harinya aku ditantang ayah untuk mencium Hajar Aswad. Akupun sangat bersemangat dan HARUS berhasil mencium batu surga itu, mumpung ada kesempatan. Seperti yang sebelumnya, aku masih terlempar. Saking penuhnya, kaca mataku hampir copot dan muknahku tertarik. Kakiku diinjak-injak tapi aku tidak menyerah. Ayah kasihan padaku, akhirnya beliau menarikku ke Rukun Yamani yang posisinya di dekat ka’bah. Ada cela sedikit, aku langsung mendekat ke Hajar Aswad. Kebetulan aku berada di belakang seorang laki-laki bertubuh sangat besar. Aku berharapnya ia menarikku ke depan. Eh dia malah kejebak di depan Hajar Aswad dan tak bisa kembali, ia akhirnya menjatuhkan tubuh besarnya ke belakang aka ke arahku. Aku rasanya seperti roboh saking beratnya. Aku tak tahu tiba-tiba setelh itu aku berada di depan Haja Aswad dan berhasil menciumnya. Ketika mencium Hajar Aswad, otakku blank, bingung mau berdoa apa saking kaget dan senangnya. Aku hanya berdoa agar aku dan keluarga dipanggil ke sini lagi. Setelah itu aku keluar dari kerumunan. RASANYA BENAR-BENAR LEGA DAN SEPERTI MENANG LOTRE. Alhamdulilahhhhhh......

Di Mekkah, kami diajak ke Jabal Magnet, Jebal Uhud, Jabal Rahman, Museum Ka,bah, dan lain-lain. Sampai tak terasa kami pun harus pulang. Kami melakukan Thawaf Wa’dha untuk berpamitan. Aku berdoa sekali lagi, aku ingin sekaliiiiiiiiii kembali ke sini. Amin Amin Amin. Kami pun check out dan menuju ke Gorniche, pusat perbelanjaan. Di sana aku bertemu dengan sepupuku, Dek Verry yang telah bekerja di Arab selama enam tahun. Yaaa ceritanya agak menyedihkan. KTPnya disita oleh majikan sehingga ia tak bisa pulang ke Indonesia kecuali ia harus dipenjara selama tiga bulan. Namanya manusia, tak peduli orang mana, bahkan orang dari negeri Islam pun juga bisa berbuat keji. Aku hanya berharap Dek Verry bisa kembali ke Indonesia secepatnya. Amin. Setelah itu kami menuju Laut Merah untuk melakukan Salat Dhuhur dan Isya. Sampai di sini kisahku perjalanan religiusku semoga bermanfaat. Oh iya, hobiku di Arab adalah memotret anak-anak kecil. Anak kecil di sana lucu, cantik, ganteng, pokoknya bikin gemas. Tak heran di smartphoneku dipenuhi foto anak-anak kecil.

Pesan terakhirku adalah, umrah dan Haj itu memang panggilan dari Allah. Walaupun harta berlimpah, tak semua orang kaya bisa ke sana karena aku telah mengalami hal itu. Memang benar ke tanah suci hanyalah untuk orang-orang yang dipanggil oleh Allah SWT. Bahkan kemarin ada seorang kakek yang hanya berprofesi sebagai penjual jagung bakar. Beliau mampu pergi ke tanah suci. Jadi, untuk kalian semua khususnya anak muda. Jika finansial dan fisik kuat, lupakan sejenak jalan-jalan ke Korea, Inggris atau ke manapun, ayo jadi tamu Allah. Allah akan menyambutmu di tanah suci ini dengan pengalaman spiritual yang luar biasa ;) *Foto akan diupload

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IT IS ABOUT TIME ;)

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Lately, I found myself looking like a pathetic potatoe. I thought I was done with all those bullshits but nope. I had to drive it all over again /sigh. “Life is never plat” Used to hear these kind of words but yes it is right. When you put your hope high but the fate is working otherwise, what will you do? (please excuse my tragic grammar ;)

a. Keep running

b. Thinking that it might not be yours

One day, I asked my senior about kinda stupid question but I was so curious (note that it might not seem important to anyone but for me it was) so yeah.

“If we have been all through but our wish still has not reached our hand yet, what does it mean? Is it a sign that our wish never come true or God still wants to see us struggling more?”

“We never knew how the fate works. So yeah it is about time. Just keep it up with something you are craving for.”

“Can I get the exact answer? It is still confusing, though.”

“Because time is relative, not absolute.”

“Why all of a sudden talking about time in terms of science?”

“Because it is.”

Yes, I stopped asking because I was in confusion.

This morning I saw Ghe (my friend) was ranting in Twitter how her study life was fucked up. Her experiment for 2,5 years failed. I can not even imagine that. She put her whole effort but it turns out be wasted, I feel sorry for Ghe /Fighting Ghe. Fyi, Ghe is my favorite Graphic Designer. She inspired me so yeah I started designing now /hug her tighhtt.

The more I feel so down, the more I encounter people who are more unfortunate than me. Hm... maybe Im whining so much and ungrateful. Failure is not the end but I am pretty sure you have the same feeling regarding your parents. They worked really hard for your life but you can not even satisfy yourself, so how about making your parents happy? There is this feeling when you hurt, not because you fail, but morelike you kill the time with nothing (not counting the time you waste for your parents, togetherness). That is exactly what I feel. Arghhh when will I become a good kid, though?

What I feel is just a perspective of matter, so yeah it sounds exaggerating does not it? C’mon I am still 21 years old. But I think this age is aging so fast, that is why I am scared of something. Remember what Professor Brands said in Interstellar?

“I am an scientist. I am not scared of dying, but time is.” Toldddd yaaaa, I feel you Professor Brand.

So yeah, I hope I use my time wisely. And I am still waiting for my time and my turn to take all over what I have been craving for. YES IT IS ABOUT TIME IS RIGHT. TIME WILL TELL YOU WHAT YOU DESERVE BASED ON YOUR LUCK, DESTINY, AND STRUGGLE. THERE IS NO CONSTANT SUCCESS (Note that success is not about money or whatever, it depends on personal wish)..... IT IS ABOUT TIME.... WAIT UNTIL YOU TIME IS COMING.....SOON... *Writing while listening to Fear. So relevant ;(((((

PRAY FOR MEEEE ;)

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