Hello
pals, how is it going? Hell good, yeah? By the way, it has been such a long
time since I wrote my last post. Ahhh we will have finals, right? I hope you
are all doing great. Don’t forget to study cause you know why?
“Those who have not tasted the bitterness of
learning even a moment, she/he will feel the vile stupidity throughout his/her
life.” – Imam Syafii
I was
happy and tired at the same time. For the sake of God, I could finally catch up
one of my resolutions which is getting smartphone. As you know, I didn’t use
any kind of smartphone one because I want to challenge myself. A thousands
times my mom tried to comfort me to buy smartphone, but I kinda neglect it.
Even my bro was like “What the hell is wrong with you? You will be lost any
information.” I knew it because I felt it like all of my friends use Line or WA
or those kinds apps to communicate with. While, I still use my old phone which
is needed a regular balance. Hence, when I sent texts to them I had no reply
from them. Sounds good, doesn’t it?
One
day I lost a patience because I really lost some important information like
“mocking quiz”. I would call my mom but I rethink again. Since January, I have joined
many writing competitions to get the prizes but I failed. Gave up? I always
remember this quote from Jinu “Giving up is worse than failing so i pressed on
till where I am now.”
Some
of friends protest to me and recommend me to buy a smartphone. Ida even knew
when my mom scolded me to buy a smartphone, but I refuse it. She said, “Are you
alright? Why don’t you just accept it, Girl?” I was like, “Hmm...maybe
someday”. However I was happy because I really get a new smartphone. No, I
didn’t buy it. I got it from writing competition. Yeahhh even tho I sat at 4th
Winner in Holland Writing Competition (Those who did not know that many competitions take 4 winners from the competition) but I still get the prizes, which were Samsung
Galaxy E7, a certificate of a winner, a cutie doll, a signature novel (Negeri
van Oranje), and a book note. I sent texts to my mom, my brother, and my dad
that they no need to buy me one because I already had it. They were proud of
me. Now I must focus on my another competition to get the prize again because I
knew my brother like that prize. Pray for me. I will give it to my brother if I
win. I repeat if win.
Currently, I feel so tired because I have two projects running at the same time, they are
Sekolah TOEFL and GRT (Gema Ramadhan Teknik). I had to join the meeting. Even
though it is sometimes goes online but I feel tired. Aside two projects I have
not finished my final task. What people call this “minggu tenang” or calmly
week? It is just a myth to be honest. I didn’t feel that calmly smh. Ok, I
think I had no energy remain in my entire body to keep writing. So I end it up to
here. Thank you.
